The start of a new journal. Exciting isn't it? I'm not sure where to start with my online journaling thoughts, or even should I trust what I have to say to be on the internet? Ok here it goes, I guess.
A lot has happened. My parents virtually kicked me out on a whim and I was forced to come back to a very odd situation. Its good to be out of my house, I mean, its less stressful at times here. Where at home, I wanted to pull my hair out of my head and rip my eyeballs out of my socket. But sometimes I feel like im in a nightmare. I sometimes cant find the wakeup button, but other times I feel like im in a non-nightmare dream. Where is reality, and where is dreaming?
I guess the first step was realizing where my reality started. Its time for new ways, new adventures, new boys maybe(I kind of doubt this one), and just finding myself. But its soo hard to find who I am, and what I want. Meh, goodluck to me.
-Starless